A letter to mom in heaven :)

Dear Mom,

I can’t stop myself from writing this letter because i wanted to talk to you. its 15 days and May 06 was the worst day of my life. Dad called me at midnight and said ” come back home, Mom want to see you” . I was in a mental dilemma till I saw your face inside the freezer. I can’t digest the reality till this very moment. The most difficult thing is this loneliness, I dint have anyone to talk. U used to call me thrice a day and we talked a lot and lot, we dreamed a lot but this awful disease took u far apart from my vision.I don’t know how to live without you, I have no one to share my heart. Your advises, or wisdom, Your decisions guided me till the day. There is no one in this planet to love me the way you loved me.Every day i used to dream about you and its the only way for communicating to you.Everyone came home was saying that you were special, Dad was sharing your memories with everyone.I know you had a lot of dreams on me, but i was not able to fulfill any.I thought you will be there for me some more time.I was slow, I know, I was careless. I was your super boy, I will make you proud one day. So that you can say from there, that’s my boy :).

I know one day everyone will leave this world and will return back to the silence they came from. I can’t wait to see you again. Wait for me in the light until i comes out of this dark dirty world.

 

Your Ever loving Son

 

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